I prayed that I could find solution to my problem, because it is the only remembrance of my nephew of his 3rd birthday. So I searched for programs that could retrieve those images. I have seen a lot of free programs for windows, but I can’t find any free ones for Mac (currently using MacBook). Here goes the advantages of having different OS available – after I got tired of searching for free retrieval software for Mac, I just opened my Windows notebook. On my MacBook, I already eyed a free program for windows, so that I won’t have a hard time searching. I just typed the URL of the program and installed it on my Windows notebook. The program is SoftPerfect File Recovery, which I got from the referral of GeckoandFly. It was SO PERFECT for me, because it worked flawlessly and recovered the batch of pictures that I deleted hours ago.

WARNING: After accidentally formatting or deleting pictures, DO NOT take pictures with the same memory card because it will lessen your chances to recover your pics. Luckily, I have not taken any pictures after I have reformatted it. Amazing how those pictures are still recovered after I deleted it on my MacBook and then Formatted it on the Cam.

So, here are the ballet pics:

Created with Admarket’s flickrSLiDR.

Why? Because they make me feel special.

Here are some of the hate comments I have received on this blog.

I edited the image to at least cover up my former employers.

I am not 100% sure if the one who made the comment using “P—– agent” is an actual agent of that company. I gotta say, that among the agents that worked for that company, I am the dumbest. So, I know my flaws! An agent who works or have worked for that company are smart, talented and intelligent. With the wrong grammars that I could notice from the commentator, I doubt that it came from that group. It was an honor for my stupid ass to work with that group. I am not saying I liked all the agents from there, but I have to admit they have brains bigger than mine.

I know admins from my former company are happy that I am not there anymore, that’s a FACT – I have been a pain in their asses when I was there.

I don’t really know why people make a big deal out of my existence. For years, I don’t mind other people in that company. I rarely even talk to my agents. Why make a big deal out of me being there? OH! I remember, if there are things that could catch my attention, I inform admins about it – I quote “JUST TO BE FAIR.”

Immoral *sigh* Am I the most immoral person there? Who knows … YOU dear commentator might be worst than me … but hey … you’re a hater … you’re life must be worst than mine … tsk tsk tsk

Obese? Me? WOW, I need lasiks!

Walks like a cripple. I have a knee injury and I have shown that to those who ask why I walk the way I do and sometimes just show it to those close to me for fun. I don’t intend to be a runway model. So as long as I could walk, I am happy.

My son. Hec and I have discussed about it. I have shared the story to a few people. Hell, I don’t even know who the father is, how could you be sure it’s not his? YES I AM A BITCH … but I am no whore! I don’t get paid for sex. From that, you might say because I am no good at it – unahan na kita – YES, I am lousy at it … might be the worst my partners ever had (wink wink).

Damak. Yes, I am. I only take a bath when I go out of the house. Sometimes, I don’t take a bath for days because I stay in my room all the time with a notebook or MacBook in my lap. I rarely get out of my bed. I have dandruff too, but right now it is not as worst as when I was working in the office. So, might be the stress that was causing it, or I just didn’t wash it off properly because of in a hurry going to the office.

Ugly, I have answered that one.

Grammar. I am not a good writer. I don’t blog to brag my skills in writing, I blog to express myself. I admit, most of the time I make mistakes and often I would notice it after posting. I edit some, but sometimes I just don’t feel like editing.

Those are my hate comments and my answers to give this haters some “consuelo de bobot.” I have more on my Intiendes blog before.

“Haters are Cowards”

Why is that? As, you can see ALL of the hate comments I received doesn’t reveal the persons identity. They are scared that a person might actually say something worst about them and that would humiliate them. Surely enough, if a person is a hater, it must mean that he or she is not happy with his or her life. The way I see it, if a person is living a happy life, then that person would see positive things about others.

Sometimes a hater would pretend to be someone they are not. I always give a benefit of the doubt whenever a hate comment uses a name of someone. As Mawe once said, it is better to answer it on your own blog to know your real identity because anyone could use your name when commenting – not his exact words, but something like that.

I know, people often misunderstood me. That is the reason why I opened my “intiendes” blog in the first place; To make people understand me better. But it has been filled with posts not related to the idea I created it for, so I created this new one.

If my actions are bothering you, then it would be better if you ask me why I do those things and perhaps you will learn from my experience. I don’t want to be misunderstood and I try my best to explain myself. You could cover your identity if you want to ask. Hate comments just lets me know your life is worst than mine, because right now I could see a persons mistake, try to understand why they are that way and I would see the positive side of it.

I appreciate those people who are brave enough to confront me of my negativity. To mention a few: Beverlyn Rempis and Rachel Jaro. For those people, “Thank You” for pointing out things I have to change and giving me a chance to improve myself.

I have plans that my next post on this blog should be something from those good companies who had given favor or support to bloggers, but I haven’t done it yet since I have got a lot of things on my TO DO list, but I am gonna skip some of it to work on the blogging task needed for those companies. Sorry for the delay! This hate comment just made me feel so alive! It’s my inspiration to blog.

As of the moment, you couldn’t reach me on my number, so better not waste your time sending message or calling. If you want to send me a message, you could do so by sending me email me or message me through YM or Facebook.

That’s gonna be the situation, until I could have my new phone. I really want Nokia N86 8MP, I hope I could buy that one before I go to Manila, because surely I would need a mobile phone in Manila. I might get lost

It just gives a smile on my face and makes me proud I am a Filipino when I see this kind of message.

Imagine, that some Filipino when they go to the states and come back here, they would act as if they don’t know or have forgotten how to speak the language. Good for Rodene to have taught someone else. Filipino or Tagalog is a beautiful language.

Okay, for those who doesn’t know Tagalog, here’s a few:

• Mahal = Love
• Ate = Older sister
• Kuya = Older brother
• Maganda = Beautiful
• Masaya = Happy
• Ako / Ko = Me
• Ikaw = You
• Kita (in the message of Kat to Rodene) = You

Okay, that’s it for now

And wow … I just realized Kat Dennings message was in correct grammar – some would say it “Mahal ko ikaw,” which is awkward … well … WOW again It’s just great really …

If you want to know more about Kat Dennings, you could visit the following:

• Kat Dennings Blog
• Kat Dennings YouTube
• Kat Dennings Twitter

Enjoy!

Danny and Lindsay Wedding Day at the Municipal Hall

Alex and Izzie Wedding Day at the Church

Chase and Cameron Wedding at the Garden

Yehey!

At times like this, I am glad to have friends and strangers that would agree with me and comfort me. Thanks to those who had given a pat on my back, especially to those strangers who just cares enough for a fellow human being. MARAMING SALAMAT! MADAMO GID NGA SALAMAT! THANK YOU SOO MUCH! MUCHOS GRACIAS!

I would like to share to you a video that surely put a smile on my face. As most of you knows, I am a chubby lover. So here it is:

So, the so-called animal lovers reacted gravely with the opinion I have given. Saying that it’s stupid. OKAY, so I get it people have different opinions. I respected it and left you to discuss it on your own because it was obvious that you don’t welcome opinions other than that of  “oh the cat is cute, and that is such a stupid boy.”

I left the conversation, because they  were getting too personal already. As a parent, I discipline my child. At one point, I blogged about shouting at my daughter because I couldn’t control my temper. I guess it is just normal for a mother to have these kind of episodes in their life. The animal lover made a big deal out of it, and say that I should know better; I should control my emotions when dealing with a kids tantrum. GOT IT, lesson learned!

There are a lot of things happening into my life other than that CAT issue. THAT in fact is just one minute issue that should have passed. I plurked “I am traumatized by UGLY people.” WOW, and those cat lovers thinks that it is again about them. HELLOOO … when will you stop? I LEFT the plurk conversation you were having, simply because I don’t want anything to do with it. It’s obvious you are not an open minded people!

Today, I opened my blog and was shocked to see comments coming from Cat lover. Aren’t you done? What do you want from me, to be pissed? Coz, you were not able to have that satisfaction because I was calm enough to admit I AM STUPID, I AM UGLY, or whatever you say I AM. IT IS UP TO YOU… BUT NOW YOU INSULT MY DAUGHTER? YOU WANT ME TO BE PISSED? I AM PISSED!

Here’s a screen shot of the comment:

Cat Lover comment

What makes you think you are a better person than that of the one who killed the cat? The boy just killed a cat, and I care more of him because I know he has problems and he needs a tender loving care. YOU obviously have some problems of your own. Are you aware that YOU are now harassing me? YOU are way out of your line … please leave me alone!

I know myself and those sexy pictures you are talking about, I WAS JUST DRESSING APPROPRIATELY IN A POOL! DAMN IT, don’t you wear that kind of suit in a pool? You wear shirt and shorts? It’s up to you … I DON’T CARE!

I like sex, isn’t it obvious? I have two kids now and that means I have had sex more than twice in my life. To how many men, it is none of your business!

I happen to check what other people would say in terms of my beauty, so I made a survey: Am I Beautiful?

My english may not be as good as yours, but I could live with it. My client is not complaining, if he does I know how to improve myself.

PLEASE ENOUGH! I KNOW YOU CARE ABOUT ANIMALS, AND OBVIOUSLY YOU CARE LESS ABOUT PEOPLE! I just happen to feel differently, I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE MORE THAN I CARE ABOUT ANIMALS. I would rather think of the hungry children in Africa, than think of how many cats were killed by someone else. You should digg deeper. A person does things with a reason, and I feel for you for doing this to me. I feel for the boy for doing it to the cat. I hope you will be awaken and embrace that you, HAVE PROBLEMS that needs a professional help.

FYI: I don’t kill cats, and I don’t think I have killed one yet.

Game Ranking (Lowest 1 – Highest 5) & Explanation:

• Graphics: 2 – Comparing it to the games I have played recently, like Resident Evil video games, the graphic on this game is not that impressive. Though they have somewhat copied the face of the characters, it could have been better. It’s like a game created from the 90′s – out dated!
• Sound: 4 – I am impressed with the sounds. I like the beat on some challenges.
• Gameplay: 2 – The characters walks funny, the voice over does not match the lips, and importantly the story sucks.
• Overall Rating: 2 – It is just not challenging enough.

Strength:

• The challenges that involves surgery are based on real surgeries. If a med student would play this, they would probably learn some techniques. I LOVE the stitching part. Callie always creates good or artistic stitches.

Weakness:

• I would like to say that I am an Alex and Izzie fan. So, for me the storyline do SUCK big time. The game is all about the story.

My Notes:

• There is a scene that I love that involves Alex Karev and Izzie Stevens together. Izzie was having trouble with Miranda Bailey’s baby (Tuck) and she asks Alex’s help in babysitting him.
• The game must have been done before the Season 5 started because it is all about Alex – Ava – Lexie Grey. Again, I am an Alex and Izzie fan, so this is not a good thing for me.
• Christina Yang was linked with a nurse. Imagine that? Doesn’t seem like Christina right? It’s icky, especially the nurse seems to have this boosting self confidence.
• Mark Sloan was paired up with Erica Hahn. I am soo not feeling it. Doesn’t seem like the characters at all.
• Izzie was paired up with a med guy that works for the government. Not my type.

A lot of people greeted me during my day which made me happy.

It was a stressful but fruitful day.

During lunch time, I didn’t ate at all because I went to my cousins in different locations to get something that my Mom asked (alright – it was money … hehehe but not for me … as I said, my MOM asked). I also bought a cake for my team to eat (bulaklakin by dunkin doughnut).

After office hours, I attended a Mass for blessings. Then I went to meet my friends. I didn’t invite many people, because I really intend to have enough bonding time with my closest friends. Most of the people I invited couldn’t make it because they have work. So, the number was even smaller, it was just 4 of us who bonded.

First stop, we went to Dos Maria’s to eat a Pizza, because they have the biggest Pizza that I have ever seen. Their Pizza was good, but the chicken wings were better. It was just 4 of us, so even if we tried our best to eat the whole Pizza, we couldn’t. We just ate half of it and I took the half for take out.

L-R: Ann, Me, Yen, Mai @ Dos Marias with the biggest Pizza

My friend Ann wanted to have dessert, so we went to Smallville to satisfy our taste. After eating our Tiramisu and Ice cream. Mai who is a sister of my friend Yen, informed me that there is an Electronic Bingo machine that I could play with (She knows I love it). I was tempted and because it was my birthday, I tried my luck. I won Php 500. Bleeeh … I did have my Good Luck!

After my Bingo win, we went for a walk and have stopped at Bluejays to drink coffee. Then there we had some mind blowing chit chat.

The waiter informed us that they were closing, so we went back to my car for me to drove them to their houses. My friend Ann was shocked to see that my car clock showed it was 1:00 AM (she thought it was broken), but when I checked my mobile phone, it was indeed past 1 AM.

On the long road going home, I was alone that morning. I was scared of ghosts, so I prayed and prayed that no one will show to greet me. I arrived home safely and here I am now

BTW, my friends bought gifts for me … heheh YEHEY … THANK YOU!

I still haven’t received the package but it’s okay since my daughter is not allowed to eat chocolates anyway. Though she loves it, sweets are not good for her health.

Today, GreenPinoy told me that I won an iPod Touch because the video of my daughter is the People’s choice video.

iPod Touch, I can’t wait to have it.