This morning, we had a meeting at Assumption; my alma matter and currently the school of my daughter. The topic is about emotional abuse. I was really touched during the meeting and learned a lot. Sister Fidelis Estrada showed us the story of Antwone Fisher, which made me realize that in every action of a person, there is a deep explanation.

The afternoon, I teach my mother how to drive, because currently we have no driver and I lost my drivers license. My mother have a drivers license but she doesn’t know how to drive. Today, I taught her more on maneuvering; going straight, backing and turning.

Evening, my daughter wanted me to tutor her with the lessons they have in school. As I started teaching her, I noticed she is not listening. I just lost my patience because I just had my MacBook broken again and there she was, asking me to teach her but she does not listen. I throw all the things I could get my hands on, then continue to watch TV. My daughter was in silence. I noticed that she was shaking in fear then eventually cried. I didn’t mind, I was so stoned. I continued watching TV.

I am a Monster Mom and I could be the worst Mom ever. Even though I am like this, I know my kids love me.

I think I needed to straighten up my life, before I could be able to handle this emotions properly.