My Hannah made me a Proud Parent

My daughter Hannah had a mastery exam in Math and English last Monday and Tuesday respectively. Everyday after that, I checked her bag if the results are in. Finally, today I got the results. She got a perfect score in Math and 25/35 in English. This is a huge accomplishment for me as a Mom, because this is the first school year that I am her only tutor. We used to have lots of tutor for her when I was still working in the office and nothing seemed to work. Her scores before wouldn’t even reach half of the total score.

I was so proud that me and my Mom agreed to give her a treat. So we asked her, “Hannah, what do you want as a prize for you having a perfect score in your Math exam?” Her answer made us even more proud of her, “A cake for Bhor-Bhor on his birthday.” I almost cried when she said that. Bhor is her second cousin and his parents could not afford to give him a party. I didn’t know why she knows about these things, I just know that however bad I thought I was, I BROUGHT UP MY KIDS RIGHT!

Tomorrow is Bhor’s birthday and the party is on us. Celebrating my Hannah’s perfect score in Math and her goodness that touches everyone.

My son touched my heart too, because as I was writing this post I am letting them eat snacks and he went to me and gave me a piece of what he is eating saying “Mommy this one is for you.”

I am very HAPPY today. I may be strict, but this is what my strictness has given me; TWO WONDERFUL KIDS WITH GOOD MANNERS AND RIGHT CONDUCT!

My friends knows I love to give because for me, the more you give, the more you receive and truly we never run out of what we need, we always get what we want and sometimes even more than what we expect.

This made me realized that resigning from my office job was worth it!

Happy Day with Love but not so Lucky with Clients Request

I’m soo happy that finally for a long long time, I was again reunited with mi amore. I hurt myself in the process by breaking one CHEAP PLASTIC CHAIR, but its okay. As old folks would say “opok lang na” which means that the bad luck that is supposed to happen, just went to the chair; that is why it was broken.

I wasn’t as lucky on my clients task. I called all the Printing press listed on the phone directory, but no one would accept a brochure making for just one day. They said the fastest they could do is 3 days and that is already a rush up request.

Anyway as they sa, YOU CAN’T HAVE ALL THE LUCK. So, this time I was lucky in love … I could get a remedy for the clients task … why would they hire me if not for my creative mind

My Mom and Salad

My Mom makes great salad and she made one for this week. I don’t know what is on to her, but even if she knew I am in a diet, she invited me to eat her salad. There seems to be no occassion but she made one.

I guess I am not used to this, my Mom seems to be at peace now and I guess I know why.

This week we talked about relatives and how some woman would betray their husband. I told her, I can’t imagine why some people would do such things. Some would say, once you’ve had sex you will keep on looking for it. And I told my Mom, in my experience, only the first 3 months was hard, because it seems hard to adjust, but the next months are bearable and eventually, you won’t remember what sex is like.

Maybe, that was the reason my Mom is happy and making me salad. She finally believes that I am not having sex with anybody nor I am with anybody special right now.

I know I have had my times where I was a bitch. I have been into a relationship with married men. Actually, only the father of my kids is the one man “I think” is not married that I had sex with, and that I am not even certain. YES, I have had my bad times and I was a mess. That was my past and we all learn from our mistakes right? Some may be hard to absorb and we keep on repeating the same mistakes over and over and we keep on experiencing things over and over because lessons we need to learn has not been learned.

My Mom made a salad. She is happy and I am happy. My daughter loves my Mom’s salad as well, she was the one who finished the salad I brought with me here on my computer table.

A salad

Three Shows and More Than One Episode

I have been soo addicted to TV Series now. I have paid a website for a month use of their service and I don’t get to sleep at night because I watch series that I like and I can’t stop watching if the ending is somehow leading me to the next episode.

That is just typically me!

I don’t know where I have mentioned this, but I certainly have expressed that thru that TV series, I could feel love again, maybe not for me but I feel for the characters in the series.

At least I know my heart is still beating and it isn’t stone cold.

I think that is my way to escape the reality of my love-life, because as of now, there aren’t any. Of course I have this sex offers, but I keep on thinking, I wouldn’t go back to where I was before. I am moving forward. Yes, I guess that is the right way to do it.

I have suitors as well, but I’ve been pushing them off, not because I don’t like them, but because they were my past and I want to leave it at that. If it didn’t work for us before, then certainly I could see myself having same problems with them again. I know me, and so far, I am satisfied with what I have now. I am happy, that I could say.