Okay I Feel Sad Now

I just watched Grey’s Anatomy and they really did a great job in pulling the emotions inside of me. Izzie is sick and everyone is there to support her. I hope they would let her live, because Alex is a mess without her.

I also feel sad about some people around me who are just plainly rude and they just do it for laughs. I know I used to be rude on people when I was in college, play jokes that would hurt them personally. BUT, I grew up. I put jokes on proper time and that is not hurtfull or abusive. My friends and I do have our laughs with the jokes we have and I don’t think we’re KJ’s or weirdo’s. How sad that some people could be so old, yet immature.

Lastly, Lindsay is in Montana now. I don’t know when we will ever see her back in the show again.

Just expressing myself here. It’s been a long time I haven’t blogged. Just so many things happening to my life right now; Busy being a full time Single Mom – LOVING IT!

Seriously I Think I’m Crazy

Not just going crazy, but actually am CRAZY right now. I don’t know how you would diagnose this, but this morning, I ordered a take out at McDo; a longanisa and hotcake.

In the office I eat my take out. I was slicing a longanisa (meat) and I was imagining a movie I have watched a long long time ago in where the owner of the restaurant is killing people to make them a burger that he serves in his restaurant. So, with that said, the whole time I was eating the longanisa, I was imagining it to be a human flesh. I tell you I am not grossed about it, I just keep on going.

After the longanisa, I had the hotcake. While I was slicing the hotcake I could remember the surgeons on Grey’s anatomy, slicing a human body and blood would come out. So, the whole time that was on my mind. Still, no gross feeling.

That I know doesn’t seem to be normal. So, am I crazy now or I just have been watching too much TV?

Speaking of TV, I just knew that the Denny and Izzie thing on Grey’s Anatomy would last until February 2009. Seriously? They are out of their minds, Denny is a GHOST! He is dead and should remain like that! He can have sex with Izzie? Yes, but I feel for Alex, so please come back to reality Grey’s Anatomy!

Note: The guy on grey shirt is a GHOST and that is Denny.

Poor Izzie, seems she is going crazy … haaay, What about me? Am I crazy or it is just normal I think like this?

Addicted to Grey’s Anatomy

So, for weeks now, I have been watching TV series and this week I am on to Grey’s Anatomy. I figured it would be too long to wait for download an episode. So, today I bought two CDs. Season 1 to 3 is in there.

So I have a Grey’s Anatomy marathon today

Also, I noticed I am into the “love scene” of the couple I like in the series.

Danny and Lindsay for CSI New York on “Snow Day” and Alex and Izzie for Gray’s Anatomy on “It’s the End of the World.”

(I really like the scenes above.)

Oh, before I forget, as usual Thursday I watched CSI New York’s latest episode today and the revelation of Lindsay being pregnant is somehow not the one I expected.

I’m pathetic, I know. BUT I know where I am going and it is just a process to heal me as a person and get me better. At least I am learning something about love and life.